| so i haven't writen anything since like thanksgiving break and i feel the need to remedy this delimma.
this sounds really stupid but college has made me thought a lot more about life and the kind of person i am. which i know sounds completely cliche, but it's true. my mom alway said that college was so much better than high school because people are more mature, etc. but i'm starting to think that she was really wrong about that because looking back, i had way more fun in high school than i'm having right now. don't get me wrong, i've made some pretty good friends and i have fun on the weekends and i drink a lot more and i have a lot more freedom. but at the same time, i'm constantly homesick and feel like i just have such better friends when i'm home. and i miss georgia weather, and chick-fil-a, and even those really smelly trees kind of. i know that things are never going to be like they used to be, but i still miss skipping lunch with lauren, alix, and kayla every day and not worrying about school work ever because we were so close to graduating.
i also think a lot of these feelings stem from the fact that i've had a more complicated situation then probably the average college freshman experiences. i'd say the percentage of college girls that go to school and live in the same dorm as their ex-boyfriend who proceeds to date their ex-best-friend-at-school/roommate is probably around .00001%, being not that many. i'm not gonna lie, it sucks a lot of the time and it's weird and awkward. and it's made adjusting to school kind of difficult. but it's also made me realize the kind of people i should be surrounding myself with. so i basically am homesick and don't really know if i want to keep up the out of state thing, but also know that if i can stick out the rest of the semester, next year will be so much better when i'm living in my apartment. and i also know that this is where i want to be for journalism.
but i'm still completely excited to go to vegas with my aunts and cousins next weekend and then come home to do nothing but shop and play with my favorite people. |
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| I'M HOME AGAIN! for an entire week! |
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| I'LL BE HOME TOMORROW AROUND 3!!!!!
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| i'm coming home in 9 days!!! |
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